R.I.P. Pan..it`s a sad loss

deep inside

these or those in the buildings
lose significance
Eyes - knee caps
bloody diesel runs down
from somewhere to nowhere
those up there
same down there
nevermind
lubberly heavy jumps

days - fly-blowned
days or heap of stones
laying down on each other
giving up...losing the fight

crooked lines
bloody ribbons
bright eyes
lacy girls
cotton boys
are singing all together
'Dad is in heaven'
'Mom is in heaven'

your friend is gone too
those above
those below
do not know nothing at all
and would you be the one who`ll ask
Where is my friend
and if you already asked
searching finds nothing
how long did you know it

whistle times
returning the frisbie
into your forehead
nice people you thought
nice black
cool white
nevermind

the truck increased
on the highway of nowhere

in action movies
path always ends
now?
the emergency brake is set
right on the throat
the body rocket
to nowhere
and it won`t return
nor like a bird
nor like a darnel
or like in the game
which you stopped playing
in your mind and your 'nevermind' future

infants, words, children of silence
clothed in pink...blue stripes
sticked small pins
at crimson lapels
nobody knows them
none of them asked

the fish is closing
the eye when it`s dry